mengapa belakangan ini posting nya hal2 yg negatif melulu yah he4.. padahal kemarin sudah lumyan menggembirakan lo.. siangnya maen musik, mr gt malamnya kirimin kue tart ke temen yg ultah lanjut maen warcraft ampe jam 11 ( duh tobat dah mr gn maennya g malem lg, soalnya sangat sulit menahan gejolak untuk maen, p lg le awal e kalah he4… ) nah td subuh itu, jam 4an aku kebangun pusing amat deh.. kemarin mlm memang wes dikit2 pusing sih, itu pusing biasa e le aku lg cape aja, bahu +leher terasa tegang jadi e pusing… biasa e tidur ya sembuh.. la td subuh pusing e jek ada, tmbh menjadi.. dan yah tetep tak usahain tdr lagi.. eh lama2 tak perhatiin ( bayangin aja, udah g bs tdr, smepat2 e perhatiin ^^ ) kok sakit e mek sebelah dan cenat…

i have to admit that my body is not in a good condition, and it affected my mood as well in this week.. i dunno why but it seemed that my body getting a bit weaker..wew.. need to recondition my body well.. many things need to be done… urrggghhhh… my cisco exam only get 66 weks… how disappointing ho4… Share

happy valentine for everybody.. share the love with the world, especially ur lover ( if you have any ^^ ) i spent the day with playing warcraft wkwkwk OMG well that’s sound not a good and nice way to  celebrate the valentine.. but what can i say.. ho4… time to work.. work… so many things are undone… Share

well yesterday i’m on a bad mood.. went home at 7 pm, really tired.. but so many things still need to be done.. uurrgghh.. so yes i definitely upset with my condition ^^ i do need a discipline + consistency to do some important things quickly and rightly to avoid all of this happening again.. coz what, again and again i still cannot do better in time management… huh.. i do a lot of procrastination ( penundaan in Indo ) and it makes me difficult to have good options later on becoz i’m keeping doing deadlining jobs… phew… it’s as if i credit on bank and then now they run after me… i hope to do some debet card purchase ( on doing some important jobs first ),…

hmm yesterday i met a new jie2 ( read cie cie – ce ce in Indo ) he4… i call her jie xiao yin. she is my senior in : music ( play the same instrument with me, even far better ), computer ( STTS’s alumni, ho3.. currently work at BCA from AdIns recruitment – i have followed that recruitment too although they don’t want me ^^ ) .. woo 2 similarities between us.. but in different level ^^ i’m still her junior by the way.. but i do relieved that there is another person who do nearly the same as i do, a place to ask something for, to share experience ^^ this is not so important post.. ^^…

err this week was a change from ‘pig year’ to ‘rat year’ in Chinese Astrology.. we call it Imlek or in Mandarin we call it chun jie – chun means spring, shows that a new year has come as the spring has come.. a cold winter has gone, a warm spring has come.. time to celebrate new cycle of year.. well i did a same tradition of Imlek from year to year, come to my families house although it’s really a few of them in Surabaya.. majority of them are in tarakan and i heard it’s so crowded in there in this kind of moment.. school – had a holiday since thursday.. monday – interviewed new ashor ( honorary assistant , somehow in Indonesia…