hell week, bad marks
as i thought before, this week would be a hellish week he4.. and that’s really true… almost every day i spent with doing tasks and tasks, even i got to do few tasks + study for cisco exams for tomorrow.. urrghhh.. well i have no idea why i should complain to this kind of situation so i just take the positive thinking that surely there are so many people there ..
well, today’s theme is bad marks.. i got a bad performance in my cisco exam + java practice.. well, for my cisco, i should admit that sometimes i misunderstand the meaning of the question and it ended not so good.. but i do have a chance to retake the test.. but why do i oftenly retake the test he4… something must be wrong here… i need a better well preparation.
for Java, i do really disapointed to myself… i knew it was really easy stuff, but in fact i didn’t do it well.. and what make me more disappointed is that i am backed up by the assistant ( she gave me free mark by saying ‘ i assume you can do this, this ‘ .. okay no one hates free mark, but i do hate something free that show my weaknesses.. i think, it could be better for her to just give me low marks because it’s all my fault.. Lack of preparation he4..
i’ve learned a lot that although in academic life we have second chance and another second chances, but in the reality, we sometimes only given 1 chance… that’s what i should presume for doing everything from now, that i’ve only got 1 chance and myself only.. i should prepare well, so that i can get my optimum performance without taking the second and being helped in decisive event ( situation where i should finish some tasks alone.. like exams, practices ( praktikum in Indo )
i’m not arrogant by saying that i don’t need help.. but i do prefer help in the right situation.. he4.. well let’s say the reason why i don’t want so much help while i’m still be able to do something is a self-pride.. and i think, ( again, i’m not arrogant ), people who is assumed that he/she is well-intelligent, clever,smart, or somekind like that , a competitiveness is in their spirit ( include me ) and i do believe that we don’t like help from others in somekind situation ( except the teamwork activities ).. what we usually do to some failures is analyze it and find a way to avoid it happens anymore and that what should i do.. ho4… more hard work.. and smart work..
any comments about my thought above ? especially for those i know more cleverer than me a lot, mr F***X and mr Sonic he4.. i don’t know where you both have the same thought to me or not .. ho4.. but ur marks been better a lot than me..^^
Yay mr. Andy, I got comment.
Well, I don’t refuse help. I enjoy being helped… by anyone and anytime.
I see help as a tolerance to my inability. And I don’t think it discloses my weaknesses because, within my consent, i am not one in a million. It’s normal by nature that people can and can’t do sth.
The worst is: if you are helped, and in the end, you take it for granted. Oh gee, that’s comparably sucks.
Btw, you mention that it’s such a pride to get helped in the right situation?. well, define “right” pls…
because you are probably have already been in a different time by the time you realise it was the right time… Well, it happens sometimes.
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ps: nice layout =]
hmm right time means times when we are allowed to receive any help, no manipulations ( because in fact, helps in marks mean manipulation and i do not really like it ) .. we need help to do a teamwork activities, really hard + unhandleable tasks etc..
btw maybe there is a misunderstanding.. what i mean by a pride is not too easily ask for help, especially if you’re capable but you stuck on laziness, not becoz ur inability.. i will change my sentences he4..
weeeww…
Amazingly it happened with me too, on this ‘weekend’ java practice i did get full marks, 45…
BUT
what i made wasn’t that perfect, there’s still a lot of bug there, i wrongly detected the mouse click, i put the number for each shape wrongly,, and the shape itself was very strange… (I was given a task to make a random 10 shape which have a number inside them, and we have to clicked on it in order, after clicking the 10 shape, if we clicked it according to its order we won)
for me it shouldn’t be 45.. it was the kindness of the assistant which gave me 45 points.. 🙁
Help could come at any moment, but it’s up to you to use it or not.
People always make mistakes, but what they do next will decide what they will become. You can learn from mistakes and do better at the next chance. On the contrary, if you get depressed on some mistakes you’ve made, you can’t learn anything.
Help is a way to express a respect to someone.. If someone help you out, it means that he respect you and believe in you…
but, sometimes we need to stand on our own foot, we don’t need any help to show our competence…
so ndik,, be thankful for the help you’ve got, remember a lot of our friends out there are expecting a big help from the assistant while you hate being helped 🙂