#116 : what happen with me ? not again

Where is the moment when we need it the most
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost
They tell me your blue sky's faded to grey
The tell me your passion's gone away
And I don't need no carrying on 

Stand in the line just ahead of the law
You're faking a smile with the coffee you go
You tell me your life's been way off line
You're falling to pieces everytime
And I don't need no carrying on 

Chorus:
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride 

You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day
You had a bad day 

Well you need a blue sky holiday
The point is they laugh at what you say
And I don't need no carrying on 

Chorus:
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride 

You had a bad day
The camera don't lie
You're coming back down and you really don't mind
You had a bad day 

Sometimes the system goes on the blink
And the whole thing it turns out wrong
You might not make it back and you know
That you could be well oh that strong
Well I'm nog wrong 

So where is the passion when you need it the most
Oh you and I
You kick up the leaves and the magic is lost 

Chorus:
Cause you had a bad day
You're taking one down
You sing a sad song just to turn it around
You say you don't know
You tell me don't lie
You work at a smile and you go for a ride 

You had a bad day
It seem what you like
And how does it feel for one more time
You had a bad day
You had a bad day

well this song again and again.. but this not from Daniel Powter, this is from Chipmunks.. try to search it in the internet.. although it has strange sound ( squirell’s sound ? ) but i think it has a deeper impact than the original song.. i don’t know why but everytime i heard this Chipmunks song, i feel unwell.. feel somehow depressed..

well i’m not an easily-dropping-tears person or dramatic or melancholic.. i do not worry about my life, my projects which still undone, to powered people… i think all of them can be handled..

but i have to admit that i just lose to what we called ‘Love’ or ‘Woman’.. i think i just cried once in this last 10 years maybe he4.. because of 1 girl.. wow.. but that is the past.. in fact, we ( me and that girl ) has made a peaceful friendship after that disappointing moment.. she is my friend now.. so no problem..

and now i think i have some unwell feeling when i start to fall in love again.. what happen with me ? am i too afraid to have love anymore ? i’m not sad.. i just unwell.. phew.. and this makes me mad bcause i can not achieve my peak performance if this hell thing is still haunting me .. omg…

wrong time to have a love..but who knows when the love will come..